Hello. my name is Rachel. I am a very out-going and caring female. I tend to adore cats, and have two. I live in a shitty town and I am living in hell. I have a family that has fallen apart and has caused shit to become hell. I don't like being home because I hate home. I don't rely on family like I used to, now, I rely on myself. I don't trust easily and it takes time for me to trust anyone. I have some amazing friends, and somewhere around 7 best friends. They are the ONLY people I tell everything to, and they are basically the only people I trust. I LOVE swimming and tennis. Along with volleyball. I'm not skinny, I fat, and I don't give a shit, I kinda love being fatty. I'm depressed, and always have been and always will be. I am in love with an idiot who does not love me back. He's my best friend, and nothing more. But, we have been through everything together, and we are amazing together, he just doesn't see it. Well, I may post a lot of depressing shit, but for the record, i do not cute anymore, and I do not do drug or drink. I'm totally innocent...maybe. Lerave a question or comment, I don't bite, hard ;) I Love people, and always remember, you ARE AMAZING.

my life in PICTURES

Swimming IS life

MY face ;)

my beautiful cousin :)